Teaching of Thabarwa Sayadaw U Ottamasara
Question and Answer and Dhamma Discussion with
Overseas Disciple
3rd September 2012
Part - Three
KKL : I
personally believe that we can make donations only when we have capacity to
donate. That is the reason why we have
to work hard to earn money in order to donate. May I know your opinion please?
Sayadaw : In
reality, you can do good deeds as long as you have strong determination. It is immaterial whether you are carrying out
your created actions (endeavours) or doing good deeds, as long as you have
strong determination, you will surely be able to do them (if you have will, you
have ways).
The perception of 'one can do good deeds only
when one has capacity and capabilities to do so' is not the complete perception
as it pays central emphasis only on 'having or not-having'.
In reality, you should pay central emphasis
on the cause (effort), 'doing or not-doing'.
Paying central emphasis on 'having or
not-having' means paying central emphasis on the 'effect' (result).
If you have good 'cause' in mind or if you
place central emphasis on good 'cause', you surely can do good actions or good deeds. It also does not matter whether you are rich
or poor, you still can do good deeds if you have strong determination to do so.
In terms of studying, you study without
knowing whether you will become learned (academic) one day but you keep on
studying just because you have strong determination to do so.
In terms of doing business, you hop into the
business weagon without knowing whether you will be successful one day but you
keep on working so hard just because you have strong determination to do so.
In terms of seeking medical treatments, you
spend tons of money on the best specialists, medicines and medical treatments
without knowing whether your illness or disease can be cured but you keep on
seeking treatments till you have nothing left to sell (penniless) just because
you are willing to do so.
Those examples show that if you have strong determination
to do something, you can, you surely can do it.
Similarly, in terms of doing 'dana', if you
have will, you surely can do it. It is
more important for you to have will and determination to do 'dana' or good
deeds.
Because our understandings are not complete
(conclusive), we tend to centre our attention on 'having' capacity and
capabilities to do good deeds. For this,
we work even harder to earn more money in order to donate. Along the way, we
become sickly and die without even be given any chance to do significant good
deeds. Instead, we accumulate bad kamma
(akusala) as side effect.
Our conventional understanding of 'dana' is not so accurate and correct. Hence, the 'dana' as you traditionally understand does not encourage you to abandon your desire and actions (endeavours) to earn more money.
Our conventional understanding of 'dana' is not so accurate and correct. Hence, the 'dana' as you traditionally understand does not encourage you to abandon your desire and actions (endeavours) to earn more money.
Likewise, no matter how much you observe
'sila' in conventional way, you still unable to abandon all your physical and
oral actions. One good example is those
who take precepts in traditional way. These
people tend to take pride in how many precepts they can take or how long they
can take how many precepts. It shows
that these people place central emphasis on 'doing' (taking precepts) without
abandoning other actions beyond the precepts that they take, e.g. saying this
and that, talking about this and that, etc while taking those precepts.
Observing 'sila' according to your
understanding might not be the real and correct way of observing 'sila'.
In terms of practicing meditation according
to your knowledge, no matter how much you concentrate or contemplate on or how
long you have been practicing meditation, if you still cannot abandon your
thoughts, worries, angers, frustrations, doubts, suspicions, greed, etc
(actions of mind), your ability of practicing meditation, concentration and
contemplation can still be considered as your ability of 'doing actions'.
As long as you cannot abandon the other
actions of your mind, the meditation that you practice might not help you to
achieve your ultimate goal of enlightenment and might not help you to attain
insight wisdom.
The real and genuine 'sila' is abandoning
power to all physical and oral actions and 'bhavana' is abandoning power to all
mental actions ... an abandoning power to all the actions of your mind and this
must always be your understanding. One
the other hand, it should also be called as abandoning traditional
understanding and embracing on more complete understanding.
By doing so, your mind power of abandoning
will gradually be improved and reached to the fullest. Your ability of 'doing-only' will eventually
be improved.
If you place emphasis on 'doing' actions, only
your mind power of 'doing' actions will be increased.
Try to understand
"what should be done" by using "what must be done."
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