My True Experience About
Thabarwa Sayadaw U Ottamasara
Htar Yi Win
I am a niece of
Major-General Ne Win, Military Assistant to the Commander-in-Chief of the Armed
Forces. I am a yogi disciple of Thabarwa Sayadaw U Ottamasara, meditating in the Thabarwa Centre under the guidance of Sayadaw. I also offer my voluntary
humanitarian services to look after the residents who come to take refuge in
the Centre. My name is Daw Htar Yi Win.
I am a Buddhist by tradition. My father was an Officer in the Defence Services. He was an elder brother of Major-General Ne Win. When he went out on front line duty in the battlefields, my mother used to pray in the shrine room for his safety and safe return home. She also taught me to pray for my father and recite parittas and mantras. We used to visit the monasteries and offer donations to the presiding Sayadaws and monks. We also observe the precepts of morality and fasting. When my father was transferred to many towns in the course of his duty assignments we all followed him. In that way we gained general knowledge. We also had opportunities to pay respect to many venerable sayadaws and monks in different towns.
I am a Buddhist by tradition. My father was an Officer in the Defence Services. He was an elder brother of Major-General Ne Win. When he went out on front line duty in the battlefields, my mother used to pray in the shrine room for his safety and safe return home. She also taught me to pray for my father and recite parittas and mantras. We used to visit the monasteries and offer donations to the presiding Sayadaws and monks. We also observe the precepts of morality and fasting. When my father was transferred to many towns in the course of his duty assignments we all followed him. In that way we gained general knowledge. We also had opportunities to pay respect to many venerable sayadaws and monks in different towns.
Frankly speaking I had no strong devotion to Buddhism. I did not know much about the teachings of Lord Buddha or Dhammas. I was only an ordinary Buddhist by tradition, not by devoted belief. We all experienced the ups and downs of life. When we are faced with difficulties we went to meditate in the Dhamma centres to find relief from troubles.
One day during the Thingyan
festival (Water festival) one of my friends asked me whether I was interested
in meditation practice. She told me that she knew one very learned and
disciplined Sayadaw worthy of veneration and respect. I consented to her
proposal and she took me to visit Sayadaw U Ottamasara in Thanlyin. At that
time it was just a casual meeting with no strong impression of Sayadaw’s
virtues and accomplishments.
It was one summer time.
Yangon city was reeling under extreme heat.
By chance while I was shopping in town I saw Sayadaw and monks going on
alms rounds from one street to another under the bright burning sun. All monks
walked barefooted. Sayadaw was enduring such hot weather to find alms and
donation to feed more than one thousand yogis who took shelter in his Thabarwa Centre. Very
pitiably those yogis were old, infirm and sick, and abandoned by their
relatives. I could imagine the selfless compassion of the Sayadaw by his good
deeds in taking care of the food, shelter and clothing for these unfortunate
people in old age. Thus my feeling of respect and devotion for Sayadaw and his
missionary spirit grew instantly from that moment.
Later I frequently visited Thabarwa Centre in Thanlyin to pay respects to Sayadaw. I listened to his Sacca Dhamma teaching sermons. I entered into meditation under his guidance. I volunteered to help the old residents in many ways. With such close contacts I came to personally observe the respectable quality and compassion of Sayadaw. He was indeed endowed with morality, virtue and wisdom. He has foresight and supreme vision. His devotion to Lord Buddha and Dhamma teachings was unquestionable and absolute. His efforts to take care of the unfortunate old persons, his sympathy and accomplishments are truly commendable which cannot be fulfilled by any other ordinary person except himself with conviction and dedication.
Later I frequently visited Thabarwa Centre in Thanlyin to pay respects to Sayadaw. I listened to his Sacca Dhamma teaching sermons. I entered into meditation under his guidance. I volunteered to help the old residents in many ways. With such close contacts I came to personally observe the respectable quality and compassion of Sayadaw. He was indeed endowed with morality, virtue and wisdom. He has foresight and supreme vision. His devotion to Lord Buddha and Dhamma teachings was unquestionable and absolute. His efforts to take care of the unfortunate old persons, his sympathy and accomplishments are truly commendable which cannot be fulfilled by any other ordinary person except himself with conviction and dedication.
In his daily practice
Sayadaw guided through sermons and practical meditation to bring relief to
people suffering from the evil influences of greed, anger, delusion, wrongful
craving, wrong and heretical beliefs . Sayadaw showed his disciples and yogis
to follow the right way ultimately realizing nibbana, end of all suffering. He
guided terminally ill people to find true dhamma in their dying moments. He
gives refuge to all people, old and young, the sick and the healthy, good and
evil equally without discrimination. He feeds them, gives them shelter and
clothing, take care of their health and guides them to follow the teachings of
Dhamma to bring peace of mind.
Sayadaw is young in age and
also young in monkhood. But he has accomplished humanitarian deeds which no one
can do so. I have never come across such a truly admirable monk like Sayadaw in
my life. Thabarwa Centre’s reputation has spread to the whole
country (shores of Myanmar) and abroad. Many poor and needy and sick old people come to seek refuge
in large numbers and is overcrowded.
Many donors donate generously for the poor and needy, with full
confidence in Sayadaw’s honesty and humanitarian work. New buildings are built
to accommodate the increasing crowd.
I am always trying to follow Sayadaw’s instructions and his admirable
examples. I pray that many holy monks may appear to help the poor and needy
people as Sayadaw is doing now.